Warning: graphic descriptive writeup of medical procedures follows. Don't say I didn't warn you.

I'm sick of these same four walls.
Sick of the pain of my cuts and shit.
Sick of being tired and sore from doing basic shit.
Sick of getting winded taking walks that I could do without issue every day before the surgery.
Sick of having a nonexistent appetite.
Sick of wincing in pain from a fart that won't reach my ass for another hour or two.
Sick of laying in bed when I want to be out and at work, or just out doing something.
Sick of being in pain when I shiver.

Having to pee hurts (No, I didn't say it hurts when I pee. 😉
Gas pain takes on a whole new life when it presses on internal sutures.

I'm tired of being tired. How about that? heh.

I'm sick of what used to be simple being very difficult.

I guess I should be happy I made it without complications, but I'm cranky and tired today, so there's probably no pleasing me. heh.

I posted some photos of me, in the hospital and out. Not very many, but for those who are interested.
http://mainframe.timmins.net/gallery/appendix/

Remember the thumbnails are clickable.

oops, forgot to update this site for the last few days. I'm really enjoying this whole "being out of the hospital" thing. It's great. I got home Tuesday at 4pm.
It's hard to explain most of my life lately without being "too much information" – way sucky. 😉
I don't know if I can make my goal of trying to do basic driving tomorrow. I might try, carefully.

One thing's for sure, I really like these pain pills they gave me. They make me feel all good. 😉

Tonight is the big "lets see what kind of spicy food Paul can successfully eat" night. w00t!

Yea, so anyway, I'm doing well, things are just going a bit slower than I hoped. I should still be ready to make the trek to my parents on Wednesday though. That'll be cool.

Anyway, stopped by to see me and Becky with his "Child Molester Mobile", looks like something straight out of an after school special. It's got 4 wheels and moves unassisted though, so it's all good. Had a great time during the visit just catching up on shit. Found out alot of the people who were once part of my life are still doing the SSDD thing, even though they desperately need to get away from it all. Some good news about a few of them, but overall I'm not incredibly impressed. I don't know why I continue to care, I just do. :-/

Wow, look at me babbling along. Sorry to raise the S/N ratio of your LiveJournal, folks. 😉

Update: LiveJournal readers can ignore the actions of my mood icon, as obviously I'm not in enough pain to be doing -that-. It's the pain pills. Just thought I'd make that as blatently obvious as it should be.

Hello, everyone. It's actually me this time. w00t.

Thanks for the outpouring of support, I really appreciate it. 🙂

I'm alive. I have internet access, but I'm still in the hospital.

I guess some dude from my work was drilling my home phone today trying to get me to do some shit for him, but I also hear he got the message when told him I was in the hospital.

Anyway, I'm tired, and on dialup, so I'll be disconnecting shortly. If you see me on aim on noweb4ulaptop, that's me. Say hi or something.

I hear if all goes well, I get to leave tomorrow morning. ROCK!

this is becky. paul had a feaver of 102. this morning so there keeping him untill tomrrow morning. so kep him in your prayers

OK paul did good last night, was going to post but was way too tired when I got home
the operation ended at about 5pm yesterday, around 3 hours… everything looks like its ok, i talked to him this morning and he said he was actually walking around.

If anyone wants to give paul a call the number to his room is 248-338-5177

Well its adam again, we are still waiting to hear whats going on, pauls been in sience 2… he looked horrible going in, and that was before he was doped up… we are hoping to know within an hour or so before we start to get *too* worried… if anyone wants to come down and see us/paul, we are in the POH, in Pontiac MI, the HUGE like 2 block hospital by Pontiac Main (big big building with horns on the top)…. we are in the main building, 3rd floor, when you get off the elevators take a right, in the waiting room at end of the hall, theres a parking structure you can park in right next door…

theres also food upstairs, huge cafiteria and very reasonable prices… i'd be cool if at least one more person came down here besides me and becky :]